Uhmmm… friend/previous online dating relationship?
Question by CHRISisMYnicknameBUTiAMaGIRL: Uhmmm… friend/previous online dating relationship?
[[Keep in mind this is all about an online relationship haha]] Uhhhmm to start.. well it all happened when this girl.. idk how i started talking to her.. Anyways.. I’m lezz… yeah.. :O And so anyways.. we talking and she seemed so awesome & amazing & she looked beautiful haha.
Anyways.. then we didn’t make it clear that i was a girl.. she thought my character was as she said “a hot dude” or something like that.. dude or guy… i forgot.. So yeah..well..she asked me out & i said yes.. [[keep in mind i still thought she knew i was a girl too.]] So yeah.. & we kissed online and stuff.. and she was so freaking amazing & beautiful & nice & awesome & stuff. So yeah… well she was always on my mind and stuff.. anyways then later.. i cleared it up and she found out i was a girl and the relationship was over… but yet i had fallen in love with her. Lol it was my first time i dated someone.. and i know i may not be really old and maybe it’s what people would consider “sick” to love someone that’s your gender… Yes, i’m Christian. But.. what’s wrong with loving her? God made us.. and he made us different in our own ways. Lol ANYWAYS so… yeah.. then we would talk and stuff… and then she quit.. and i was really sad… almost as if there was a depression in me. So yeah.. then she came back & i was hecka happy for some reason. O.o I was like “oh my GOSHHHH my friend came back!!! xDDDDDD!!!! idk.. i was super happy. o.o Lol… then we got back together.. but then we broke up cuz she likes someone else.. but i just.. i still love her. But i feel it like when she tries to quit or like.. when i sit and i just think about it :/.. i get all weak inside.. i almost start to cry.. which is pathetic so i just keep it in. I should stay strong. Not get all weak. She told me herself that she has no love for me anymore.. i got that message from her saying that last night.. and also i dream about her. I think it’d be better for her with a guy because i’m just some girl who’s some weird person that “doesn’t know” what love is. v_v Do i want to get hurt? I sorta did want to get hurt so i could know i still loved her when she broke up with me.. sometimes i don’t see the love but when it comes down to it.. i STILL love her.. a lot.. But she wants to be straight and she doesn’t feel right being bii. :/ I still will love her.. forever and always.. but when i here the song “Perfect two” i can’t listen to it.. or “falling for you” because the 1st one was our song.. the second one is the way i felt towards her since the beginning. Idkk... I pray for her & our relationship.. though it's friendship.. every night before i can go to sleep.
Then.. i wanted to write her a poem.. aboutt how i felt about her.. but then she told me she didn't love me at all and she wanted to be straight and idk.. i just feel led on and heart broken. however i can't seem to always feel my love towards her even though it's always there. I thought about what i could write for the poem after she told me about how she didn't love me anymore and stuff.. and that i should get her off my mind all the time and stuff then i didn't have any words to say for a poem to her. I listen to speak now -taylor swift. That song is like.. helpful? you could say.. i guess. And also i was gunna say something but i forgot it. Uhhhhh..
So yeah..
But
Why is it that sometimes i can't feel that i love her?
That i feel no emotion? [[Is that a feeling of emptiness inside?]]
Why do i just want to cry?
Why is it that now.. i just.. idk it seems our friendship that started in the beginning won't me the same since now what everything that happened?
Why do i always feel sad?
I don't want to lie but she asked me.. if i was upset..
v_v if i say yes then she's gunna question me & tell me i should move on or something like she already says .. probably or... if i say i am not upset that basically be lying cuz i feel empty?, sad, led on.. sorta.. because she could have told me from the beginning that she felt wrong being bii instead of waiting to tell me now.. i feel hurt..
Uhhhh
What is wrong with me?? D;
I don't wanna get over her.. ):
She brought happiness in my life.
I loved her.
She was so amazing & beautiful & stuff.
Also.. could someone help we to write a poem for her.. :/?
Her name is Amia.
My name[[nickname actually]] is Chris.
Best answer:
Answer by Victoria
Look, Amia, I know it must be hard. I’m not all against lesbians or anything, but, since you’re a Christian, I’d like to remind you that God made Adam, a man, and Eve, a woman. He knew that they would be perfect for each other, and that’s why he made two people of opposite genders.
If it’s alright, I’d like to share these two verses with you:
Rom 1:26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones.
Rom 1:27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.
The reason that you might be confused and hurt is because it’s wrong. God created man for woman and woman for man.
I really hope this helped.
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